Ok I don't know what to do.
I really need new music, music helps make decisions. Sorry going a little crazy.

So last night watched the culture show, then looked at art I like, actually watching the culture show was a lie, I read the times and it had the new Jeff Koons exhibit in New York in it. I love Jeff Koons, mainly the new stainless steel stuff like the egg he submitted for the turner prize. I also like Jackson Pollock, though i can't really explain that one.

music

Ok i need new music because on shuffle i just keep shuffling, i can't find anything that grabs me. However my brother and best friend and spotify provided me with a temporary answer. AFI - Crash Love well listening too it right now tried in on spotify for a run then bought it off Amazon, i'm really liking it. 'Okay I feel better now' and 'I am trying very hard to be here' are my favorites so far.
Best friend took me to Wild Beasts at Cab Vol and i loved it, not to mention their support which was brilliant. I'm having a listen to their new album on spotify contemplating stealing it from best friend! So thats it at the moment, but I think i just need to listen more to the other whole albums i've bought like new The Fray. and of course mix it with a little Clash, Blondie, Linkin Park, REM and New Order.

winter so...

Hey,

I don't think my flat mate will ever like winter/autumn, basically anything after the clocks go back. I love it, when people wait all year for summer and complain about the rain well i just don't get it because it the best time of year, I would only move somewhere colder, wetter and darker, which leads to the fact me and a friend are going on the trans-siberian railway when we have the funds together.

My flat mate wants to move to Houston in Texas because it always ridicolously hot. I think i'm a true Briton, I mean this land is the most beautiful, especially where I grew up in the North and anywhere in Scotland, beaches islands wild coast = brilliant.

Why when it gets colder to people want to leave, I could only stand about ten days in the hotter places like when i went to Madrid, it was enough, I long to get back to being in Britain because the heat makes me grumpy and depressed, opposite of SAD! lol.

I think true britons might like the idea of leaving and those who do really love it always return after trying to live abroad, but i don't think anyone should live somewhere they don't love, I'm in Edinburgh and i'd only move further North. If my flat-mate hates it he should leave to go to Houston lifes too short to live somewhere you don'y really really love!

so..

New year at Uni starting soon.

Ok so...

Bit of Blondie <




Why is it that when i get to a certain point in a relationship with anyone there is always a fuck up of somekind, a fight or dissagreement and then its like if they don't fight to still know me i just cut them out. I guess I am just insecure and have to check they actually want to know me, but what the hell do you do when you meet someone who does exactly the same thing?! Hmmm its a puzzler.

But on the plus side I have a new poster Blondie, thats The Clash and Blondie now, loving the classic rockers! yey.